This
week went pretty well! Wednesday was awesome because we had zone
conference! It was so good! They focused a lot on: Fear not I am with
thee. Basically about how as missionaries we shouldn't be afraid because
our Savior is always by our side as we do His work. They tied this in
really well with talking to people on the street, or contacting. How we
shouldn't fear about what they're going to say but that it is our
responsibility as a representative of Jesus Christ to give EVERYONE the
opportunity to hear the message of His restored gospel. We did an
activity where we had to role play contacting someone but each person
was asked to put a bandaid on the hairiest part of your arm and then
right before we started the role play we had to rip it off. Then we were
asked to put the bandaid back on the same spot and do it again but of
course the second time it really didn't hurt at all. Sometimes it's
really hard to just stop someone on the street and talk to them but if
we just do it then it will be easier to talk to the next person and then
the next and the next! Let me just say, I've talked to so many people
since then and it wasn't so easy at first but now I'm starting to love
it! Yeah it's rough to get rejected but then there's those people who
are genuinely thankful you took the time to stop them and give them a
card and it's all worth it. And the Lord is by our side each step of the
way! When we are on the Lord's errand we are entitled to His help.
We
had an appointment with our progressing investigator and it didn't go
quite as planned. At the beginning she said that she has been feeling
some doubts and that she feels she's losing the desire to keep learning.
It tore my heart to pieces to hear that. We asked her why she liked
having us over and she said that she always feels so calm when we're in
her home and that she really feels that the Book of Mormon is true. I
asked her how she knew the Book of Mormon was true and she said she
prayed about it and felt a peace and calm and that Heavenly Father
answered her prayers. I shared with her Doctrine and Covenants 6:22-23:
"22 Verily, verily, I say unto you, if you desire a further witness,
cast your mind upon the night that you cried unto me in your heart, that
you might know concerning the truth of these things.
23
Did I not speak peace to your mind concerning the matter? What greater
witness can you have than from God?" There are always going to be times
that try our faith but as we stay strong and see things from a heavenly
perspective we can endure and find lasting happiness through the
restored gospel of Jesus Christ. He will help us obtain that testimony
and through the trial of our faith it can be made stronger. Heavenly
Father knows us best and He will never leave us comfort less.
Saturday
was kind of crazy but it ended up going really well! Hermana Gonzalez
went to her former area with her old companion to see someone they
worked with get baptized! So while they were gone I went with the other
companion to their area. They serve in the Lake Shore YSA ward, English
speaking! It was way fun. Kind of weird, but fun haha. Their area is
MUCH closer to the city so there are people walking around everywhere!
It's so awesome I got to talk to so many people! We hung out with one of
their investigators, Marc. He's from Liberia and has lived in Chicago
for about 4 months now I think. I took a picture with him in from of
some graffiti! While we were walking down the street with Marc I noticed
a lady a little ways in front of us who was struggling with her
groceries. So I ran ahead and asked her if I could help and she was so
thankful. I took half of them and as we walked to her apartment I got to
know her a little and shared with her a small message about our Savior.
She said she was having kind of a rough day and she was so thankful for
my help. She said she's talked with missionaries before but never had
the time to meet with them. I asked her if she wanted the sisters
information and she gladly accepted. I LOVE SERVICE.
The primary program is FINALLY next Sunday! STOKED.
Well
I absolutely love being a missionary. It's not always easy but it most
certainly is always worth it. I know this church is true. I love my
Father in Heaven and Savior, Jesus Christ. I know that our families can
be together forever and that the priesthood is the power of God here on
the earth. I love the people of Chicago and there's no where I'd rather
be. I love you all and I hope everyone has the best week! Please never
forget to... Keep smiling :)
Hermana Knowles